rutbars about me

if you haven't realized it yet

my name is rutbar (or joshua)

i dont really believe in the mbti but i am a intp

shit that i like (or have consumed)

-any makoto shinkai movie (except suzume, the place promised in our early days, and children who chase lost voices)

-irisu syndrome

-counter strike

-project zomboid

-JAWSH!!!(im literally him)

-minecraft

-h3vr

-goodnight punpun

-the entirety of the monogatari series (esp hitagi end)**

-made in abyss*

-girls last tour

-corpse party*

-narcissu

-i am a hero*

-mapmaking

-geography

-making shit in general (videos, music, even maps, etc.)

*i swear im not a creepy weirdo i enjoy them for the plot only

here's

my anime list and

my steam

since i didn't know where else to put it

please buy me games

if you want to contact me

is just